Back from exile . . .
Dec. 5th, 2007 09:15 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cyfishyMy fleshy self was finishing up a novel in November, so time inworld was limited.
Miles is back inworld a little more frequently, but we won't be seeing each other in RL for I don't know how long. Not terribly important at this juncture.
Things have taken an interesting turn with the alt.
I proposed. And she accepted.
I gave her a little ring I'd made with a DIY kit I'd bought.
We danced together at Quantum, to celebrate.
It is a strange, strange thing. And yet wonderful.
I understand the appeal. There is something quite delightful about looking at your profile and seeing that little space with a name in it. Even one that, technically, belongs to yourself.
I suppose to an outsider, it might seem a little weird and self-absorbed. But considering the way my last SL relationship tore me asunder when it ended (I've only spoken of it in veiled terms because it also had a RL component, and I truly do not want this person's name dragged through the mud as "the one who broke CyFishy's heart") perhaps this just what I need to be doing. Instead of waiting for someone to give me what I seek, I can give it to myself.
Now all I have to do is clean up my machine so I can run two viewers with a little less strain . . . ;)
Miles is back inworld a little more frequently, but we won't be seeing each other in RL for I don't know how long. Not terribly important at this juncture.
Things have taken an interesting turn with the alt.
I proposed. And she accepted.
I gave her a little ring I'd made with a DIY kit I'd bought.
We danced together at Quantum, to celebrate.
It is a strange, strange thing. And yet wonderful.
I understand the appeal. There is something quite delightful about looking at your profile and seeing that little space with a name in it. Even one that, technically, belongs to yourself.
I suppose to an outsider, it might seem a little weird and self-absorbed. But considering the way my last SL relationship tore me asunder when it ended (I've only spoken of it in veiled terms because it also had a RL component, and I truly do not want this person's name dragged through the mud as "the one who broke CyFishy's heart") perhaps this just what I need to be doing. Instead of waiting for someone to give me what I seek, I can give it to myself.
Now all I have to do is clean up my machine so I can run two viewers with a little less strain . . . ;)
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Re: Ooh ooh! A novel?
Date: 2007-12-07 03:41 am (UTC)Beginning is indeed my other half in many ways--not really myself all over again, but a different part of me expressed. My RL birthday is in the middle of June, making me a Gemini, which may explain it right there. :)